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there's gonna be more to life........

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I'm in a maze, and I lost
my way. I feel like
drained of motivation,
of optimism and the will
to be in control......

I have been trying to pull myself out of the situation for a few weeks now but to no avail. It's a complicated story and I am sorry if I will not go into details. But I am trying, to stay afloat, to stay sane. Self preservation---good thing that it's part of human nature.

.......................



...makes me sing Stacie Orrico's MORE TO LIFE ------

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I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing


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When I get out of this, I am sure I will be a better person--despite all the shams , drudgery and broken dreams, it still is a beautiful world after all.

Comments

  1. ♛ LORD ZARA 札拉 ♛March 16, 2009 at 1:09 AM

    Dear..


    There's gonna be more to live your own life. Be happy..be positive and optimistic!

    U can do that!

    Hugs.

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  2. ♛ LORD ZARA 札拉 ♛March 16, 2009 at 1:23 AM

    ahhh...

    and I forgot to say this...

    kumusta kana?

    (it's HOW ARE YOU right?)

    I learned it from a friend here. She was bred in Manila.

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  3. Dear HirayaMarch 16, 2009 at 4:27 AM

    "When I get out of this, I am sure I will be a better person--despite all the shams , drudgery and broken dreams, it still is a beautiful world after all. "

    true! kahit ako ganyan din at sinasabi ko na lang na after this, mas matatag na ako.

    http://fjordz-hiraya.blogspot.com

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  4. gillboardMarch 16, 2009 at 4:44 AM

    that's what obstacles in life are for... for us to become better people...

    God bless...

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  5. AnonymousMarch 16, 2009 at 10:32 AM

    "...I am sure I will be a better person--despite all the shams , drudgery and broken dreams, it still is a beautiful world after all. "

    For sure, and yes it's a beautiful world. Love the song too. So meaningful.

    cheers!

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  6. aquamarineMarch 16, 2009 at 2:28 PM

    im clueless and i hope everything's gonna be fine..

    summer is approaching in the Phils, any plans?

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  7. pusangkalyeMarch 16, 2009 at 2:50 PM

    ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~]--haha--so you have a classmate from the Philippines?


    i will do as you suggested---I will try,

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  8. pusangkalyeMarch 16, 2009 at 2:55 PM

    Fjordan Allego --- when you are down there---there's no other way but up...

    gillboard --but history doesnt feel like history when you are going trough it.

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  9. pusangkalyeMarch 16, 2009 at 3:01 PM

    Dylan Dimaubusan -- so meaningful talaga.

    aquamarine ---kaya nga e---subsub ko nalang sarili ko sa dagat para malunod na ang sadness ko----

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  10. ♛ LORD ZARA 札拉 ♛March 16, 2009 at 3:19 PM

    hehehhe..

    nope..but she's my junior. his mom are from Manila, and his dad from Sabah (Malaysia).

    she can speak Tagalog well..=)

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  11. cikNiarunMarch 16, 2009 at 7:06 PM

    i love this song!

    used to sing it all day long~

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  12. AdminMarch 16, 2009 at 7:34 PM

    Naman naman naman! Wag kang ganyan...

    Ikaw na yata ang pinaka positibong tao na nakilala ko...you'll snap out of it, don't worry about it.

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  13. EliMarch 16, 2009 at 9:02 PM

    yea,it's still a beautiful world. Desiderata.

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  14. SendoMarch 16, 2009 at 10:35 PM

    hey dude--=whatever it is, stacy sure has it for you -- there's gonna be more to life.

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  15. SendoMarch 16, 2009 at 10:35 PM

    hahay, ako palagi depressed araw araw..bipolar ninja ata ako haha

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  16. ChyngMarch 17, 2009 at 2:44 AM

    ...this too shall pass...

    move on dear, there's a bigger world outside your circle! goodluck!

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  17. pusangkalyeMarch 17, 2009 at 3:42 PM

    ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~]--that's good. now you have a taste of Filipino language....

    nurain ---dika naman masyado fan? keke

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  18. pusangkalyeMarch 17, 2009 at 3:44 PM

    Mommy Riza---talaga? hmmm--thanks---pero me tatalo pa sakin pagdating dyan---gues hu---KAW---keke

    Elay--yep yep---should have quoted him.keke

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  19. pusangkalyeMarch 17, 2009 at 3:45 PM

    sendzki ---I could see that you have a lot of things going on---why be depressed?

    Chyng ---salamat sa advice Chyng---helps a lot

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  20. escapeMarch 17, 2009 at 4:02 PM

    just keep th good thing in you. make good decisions and never decide when you're angry.

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  21. The IslanderMarch 17, 2009 at 5:28 PM

    pareho lang tayo. may matinding pinagdadaanan. karir nga lang sakin. kung sayo e lovelife, malupit yan kasi puso ang involved. hahaha. pero kaya yan. at tama, it will make us a better person.

    sometimes i am liking the pain cause it makes me human.

    with the recent storm in my career, (kala ko di ako maaapektuhan ng global financial crisis), mas natuto akong magtipid. not just to cope with the current crisis, but aiming for a better future as well.

    good luck nalang sa tin.

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  22. wanderingcommuterMarch 17, 2009 at 8:43 PM

    in life its not the length of life that matters. it is the depth that you have dig that counts...

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  23. AdminMarch 17, 2009 at 9:23 PM

    Yeah BE OPTIMISTIC....

    Hehe :)




    How are you ba?
    Lets adventure!

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  24. AnonymousMarch 17, 2009 at 9:35 PM

    yikes! kaya pala ang tagal mo hindi update

    grabe ba stress?

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  25. pusangkalyeMarch 17, 2009 at 10:45 PM

    the donG --never make any decision when you are angry-- one of the best advice that I have to take.

    The Islander---ay--anu nangyari sa work u po? nakupo--sana iba sa iniisip ko.

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  26. pusangkalyeMarch 17, 2009 at 10:51 PM

    wanderingcommuter--lalim nun a---I will take note of that.thanks

    Lionheart : Richard--- kaya nga--isama mo nga ako sa mga adventures mo.

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  27. pusangkalyeMarch 17, 2009 at 10:58 PM

    alex ----nagising nalang ako isang araw--stripped of the will to survive... yikes that;s too much....stripped of motivation.

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  28. lucasMarch 18, 2009 at 2:56 PM

    i do not exactly what you're going through but just hang in there... :)

    you're tough, and you're right. tough times make tough people TOUGHER. Aja!

    Keep singing, mate.

    God bless you.

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  29. AJMarch 19, 2009 at 3:30 PM

    salamat sa muling paggala sa aking bakuran, sanay bumalik ka :D

    jst remember that everyday is a new day..kahit gano pa tayo madapa, magkamali at mahirapan, kailangan nating tumayo at imaintain ang ating balance - for the better.

    rgds,

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  30. AkhyariMarch 19, 2009 at 3:50 PM

    In time like this, i usually go somewhere really new. Which is foreign countries.

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  31. Marvin ValienteMarch 19, 2009 at 7:13 PM

    kahit anuman yan...

    alam kong yakang-yaka yan!

    kaw pa...

    :-)

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  32. pusangkalyeMarch 20, 2009 at 3:28 PM

    lucas --nice advice---I miss singing---literally.....

    Josh of Arabia ---thanks Josh---also fun seeing you here---

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  33. pusangkalyeMarch 20, 2009 at 3:30 PM

    Akhyari---I am afraid I cannot afford that at this point......Arry. i would love to---Indonesia?

    marvz---kahit si superman napapagod Marvz.....

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